cowgirl18
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Living in a shell that just will not break is a hard thing to live through. Im 18 years old and bi curious. Most of the time im pretty sure that I am bi, but how do you know you are something if you have never experienced it. I never really noticed these feelings untill my freshmen year in high school, when one of my best friends grabed my hand and held it. It was like going on your first date when you get all nervous and dont know what to say. I didnt realize what was going on all I knew is that she grabed my hand and I felt like a 12 year old girl seeing the backstreet boys or nsync. Now these feelings have just become stronger over the years, and that same girl has not helped at all. My junior year of high school this girl came out as bi, Myself having a major image in school never said anything because of the fear of what people would say. But as the time grew on I had a feeling she was flirting with me and my feelings just grew more intense towards her. Now im very confused...I want to experience things but I dont know how to go about them. I have always been the shy type and I would never make the first move. I just want to know how I can quench my curiosity?
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