Butifuldisaster, 50

I am looking for something....I have pursued my career and all the things that I thought would make my life full, but something is still missing. I'm attracted to both men and women and need something from a relationship that I have yet to discover....I want something new and different...and I want to feel excitement again. I want to be at a place in my life where I can experience fulfillment and pleasure. First and foremost I want respect....when you have that....the rest just comes naturally.