Ditsyhawk, 40

what is natural? its how you feel that counts!! Hi im new to all this online dating lark, so bare with me, well recently i have had feelings towards women i am currently living as a out gay man(who is actually a women trapped in a mans body) and will soon be starting on my way to having a S-- change all my friends are women and the idea of going out and meeting a girl is almost impossible, but the more femmine i get the more i find the idea of women a turn on. I am tall slim and have zero body hair iam on hormones so i have devloped some breast, hip and booty growth i still live as a male but this is due to every thing has to be perfect before i go full time as a women (right length hair, no facial hair etc all of which i am dealing with) after a few vodkas im the life and soul of a party and like to live life to the max, that said im also loyal, loving affectionate and friendly, I have just qualified in level 3 body massage, aromatherapy and reflexology so iam good with my hands. I want to meet someone who knows that i love men and have only been with men but is curious as what it is like to date a women and is ok with that.xx