Trinibeauty19, 35

My friends say im" two way" lol I am 19 years old, and i identify as bisexual. Since i could remember, i have always liked women. Everything about them , it would not matter. Due to my parents beliefs, i was raised to believe that these types of feelings were unjust nad wrong and could send you to hell. Saying something like that to a 14 yr old , who is confused herself about the magnitude of her feelings are unbearable to comprehend. I came out to my mom in 2006 at the age of 16, what inspired me to come out was Matthew lush, who was one of my friends on myspace and was also Gay. He said better to come out now , then to deal with it late. So , i came out and that eneded up being the most devastating decision of my life. Not only was i mocked and beaten, but i was treated like a criminal, i wasnt treated with love. sometimes i wonder what would have happened if i came out later? Anyway, that is apart of my story. and maybe i am bisexual , maybe i am the ying and the yang or am i half christian and half gay ....two way.