Xploring, 54

I'm a very bi-curious, married woman looking for my first experience. my husband does not know that i am desiring to be with another woman. i may not have a super model body but all of the right places can still satisfy u. i am extremely shy but become more comfortable in the dark. i am looking for someone who is willing to show me all of the wonderful things that being with another woman can bring. my ideal match must be drug & disease free, can respect my desire to be --------, doesn't mind that i am a BBW or shy, and i prefer a non-smoker (or someone who i can't tell smokes).